she drinks her martini
alone
with no muse
she traces the rim
while she listens to sad country tunes
her notebook beside her
the one with no words
full of intentions
of promises
of lost loves
of hurts
she bites into the olive
bitter like her soul
ready to forget
longing to let go
she abandons forever
to live for today
she opens her notebook
stares at the blank page
to write of sins
or of horrors
or of love songs unwritten
she clicks on the pen
on the end she has bitten
all she feels is a blank
a nothing
a void
like a little girl empty
she sits with her broken toys
no words to fill up the paper today
a teardrop falls in her glass
no words left to say
she finally became what she was so scared to be
the woman
alone
with her drink
in a seat
alone with her thoughts
alone in her world
alone with a notebook
her story unfurled
she sips down the vodka
she sits up straight
she walks out in her heels
red lips
and no date.

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